Higher Level

I’m no devil just at another level
This ain’t another fable
It’s high risks on the table
Like the Olympians defeating the Titans
I’ll reign as champion over the region and the rest of things to come

I’ve lived through the den of lions
Liars and hypocrites
Behind my back they talk shit, and I verbally execute whom I see fit
And one by one they’re eliminated from my list
I’m the rebirth of ill, I make time stand still through shear force of will
My words are like forgotten relics and hieroglyphics, your feeble mind can’t handle it
Your ignant mind only knows what the media tells you
While I went beyond the confines and helped create the nebulas before you
I shine like the sun with my rays burnin’ ya, I ain’t no god, but I AM above YOU

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The Battle

As I enter the battle I feel the weight of the tension
Rockin’ the floor, I’m in the fourth dimension
Oblivious to the crowd paying attention
Not to mention
I’m here to teach my opponent a lesson
Whether krump, bboy, poppin, or lockin’
It’s him that I’m stompin’
I be droppin’ dance moves like nuclear bombs
In harmony with the beat as the DJ mixes the songs

This ain’t no You Got Served or Stomp The Yard shit
This is a real battle, not commercial tidbits
‘Cause if you try battling me with that commercial shit
Imma slap you silly and get you a Bboy starter kit

(I get Buck)
Usin’ buck stomps and kill offs to kill him off
(I BBoy)
Usin’ stylish footwork, to kill flares and windmills
(Straight poppin’)
Getting my hits and my waves on the bass and the beat as I glide light on my feet
(And Lockin)
From Scooby-Doo walks and Uncle Sam points
The Black Eyed Peas said it “That’s the joint, that’s the jam.”
You’d better give up, ‘cause this battle is in my hands.

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Lost Thoughts in the Dark

Sitting on my porch trying to gather my thoughts
Trying to pick up pieces of my soul that I know I’ve lost
I envelop myself with a mask
So you can never know me and the scars of my past
The me that lives despair and loneliness
The me that has no one
Not a friend to turn to or a shoulder to cry on
So I close my eyes and close them firm
As the tears from my eyes start to burn
As my pain overwhelms my weakened heart
My light burns out and I give in to the dark

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Reign of Terror

I’m an asshole when you get me pissed
An obnoxious son of a bitch
I don’t give a shit go ahead and call me a prick
You can suck on this verbal dick ‘til it’s my words that you spit
Go ahead and sing your song
While I blow your house up with these C4 bombs
Body parts of your friends and family all over the lawn
Fucking with me is unheard of
So consequently I’m goin after the ones you love
And take more lives than Thailand's tsunami and Hiroshima’s death from above
You fucked with Pandora’s Box
Now all hope is lost
You’re drowning in a sea of chaos
Shit happens with you fuck with Vision ParadoX
Maybe now you know your error
When you entered my reign of TERROR

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Soul Song

Finally, away from the city
I realize how important everyone means to me
From my girlfriend, my friends, and family
But I know this is where I need to be
It's been awhile since I've felt so free
I've broken the shackles of this world of slavery
Where people are bound and brainwashed to the rules of society

A temporary getaway from it all
Up here is where I hear the wind call
Up here is where I can hear my soul's song.

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Don't Sweat It

i bust rhymes quicker than a bum receiving a dime
i ruin dreams worst than being caught at the twin tower scene
i suggest not to mess with me before things get even more obscene
i flow with lyrical precision
my words come out like my artistic vision
thank God for this gift it's a true blessin
when i appear in front of you it's ur pants that u're wettin
but chillax i ain't here to fight so quit sweatin

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Feelings Unknown, Unshown

Thoughts of her in my mind
It's hard to keep up with time
Am I really going to far, out of line?
Even with the fact that she's mine
It's hard to say that I'm fine
When I miss her so desperately
It's a feeling I'm tryin to not let anyone see

You see it's easy to write it down on paper
But when we're face to face I have nothing to say to her
I'm over here and she's over there
A distance in between
Tryin' to hold it in, tears unseen
You know what I mean?

As I whisper her name
I pray to God when she comes back she feels the same
God when she comes back
How do I show her how I feel?
She's too sweet of a deal for just a meal
If I could I'd give her everything
But I don't have much money or green
If this is a nightmare then please some one shake me
And hopefully when I wake up she's in front of me

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My Salvation, My Suicide - 2004

I walk this path alone
On this unforgiving road called life
I've tried to save myself from my angquish
But with all my efforts, I've only managed to burden myself with more
I see you all in front of me
my self-proclaimed friends
Staring me dead in the eye
Your faces filled with disgust
Peircing the dephts of my soul
Hearing my cry of deliverance
I desperately reach out to you
beging for help
to help lighten my load
Not to my surprise, you all turn your backs and refuse to aid me in my time of need
All begining to walk away
One by One
But only hear the deafening sound of silence
Crimson tears of pain are shed from this weary soul
My tattered body gives in to the torture
As I collapse to my knees
I gasp for the life I once had
Cursing at the people I thought were my friends
I find myself lost in this barren land of loneliness
My entire being longs for the grave
As I scream towards the heavens
For the one that can save me from my suffering
My God
My salvation
Save me from my suicide

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Shine

make it rhyme from line to line
so every time i read it, i take my time
let it be as artistic as my creative mind
but this time, it's ur turn to shine

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Demon of the Mind

I'm here feeling the pound of my heart beat
Tryin to act nonchalantly
As i feel the burning sensation of the summer heat
Wondering how long imma sta on my feet
Circumstanaces affecting my mentality
Questioning everything about my beliefs
No one sees it but it's an endless war between me and me
It's all me...
It's as if a demon were living in brain
Showering me with nothing but overwhelming pain
Everything else shines but in my head it rains
Counting down the days when I'll go insane

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My Mind's Eye

Take a journey into my minds eye
maybe then you'd get a different perception of life
change your ways like a husband no longer cheatin on his wife
like a suicide refusing to spill his blood on a knife
it's a fucked up world
it nauseates me and i want to hurl
the amount of greed that exists is ridiculous
these corporations will never ever listen to us
listen to the words and let it flow through you
don't let this mainstream media brainwash you too
corporate america shattering culture
fuckin up, tearin up these kids' futures
ask yourself how can we live in a society filled with leeches
who take everything for what it's worth and leave it in pieces
e_min0r on the pen and the pad
writing about the experiences that i've once had
i don't care if people get mad
i'm only expressin myself, what's wrong with that?

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Tested Sanity

My sanity is constantly being tested along with my faith...
Sometimes I just wanna kill myself rather than just wait
for death to come to me
like a prostitute standin at a corner at a quarter to three
why can't i just be free?
away from the pain and misery that dwells inside me
I'm sure there's people that have it worst than I do
but how can i help others if i can't fix the problems I go through?
This can probably relate to you too
Shit happenin' all the time
and people tellin you not to bitch and whine
tellin' you to keep your head up and that it'll all be fine
Well, that's all nice and said
But no one has seen the tears that's been shed
Or the shit that goes on inside of my head
i've been nothing but restless lately
and everyday it seems to be multiplying by the powers of three
whether i walked away or ran from it
problems seemed to be everywhere no matter where I went
I just need some time to vent...

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Action Over Bullshit

Most people nowadays watch the news
Listenin and talkin about what people go through
Most of them thinkin' that their is nothing they could do
Like how the world stayed silent during the genocides of the Armenians and Jews
While we're sittin' here relaxin people are sufferin sayin,' "How could you?"

"Take away this life that I once lived"
"They should've killed me instead of my kid"
Think about it, the fate of this world is hands of the wicked
Sick twisted mother fuckers filled with greed
Sayin' they're here to help and all that bullshit they feed
Disregarding anyone that sacrifice and bleed

It doesn't even have to be half way across the world
There's people hurtin around you either guy or girl
Their vision distorted, it spins and twirls
What do we do about it?
What do you care most people don't give a shit

There are people out there that claim brave
"In the truest part of our hearts everybodies afraid"
Words don't mean shit until the decision to act has been made

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The Battle Between Choice and Sacrifice - 5.4.04

I’m lost
Confused
Not in hatred
Not in anger
Not in love
But in confusion
How can it be that one simple decision
Affect my life so deeply?
I’m torn apart by who I want to be
And who I have to be

Two worlds that will never meet
That will never be one
I turn towards the sky
And ask God why I was chosen
Why I was chosen to be given this blessing
This Gift
This Curse

Sometimes I just want to give it up
Throw it all away
And return to the way things used to be
But when I look at you
I know I need to do what I have to do
I know I have to do what I don’t want to do
It’s my purpose
When I look at you
I know I have to be strong
If not for me
For you

You are all I want
But this life I live prevents me from being with you
My worst pains are words I can’t say to you
Above these city lights I shed tears of sorrow
With vivid images of you in mind
Every sacrifice I make
Every bone I break
It’s all for you
And still, I fight on…
For you.

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Your Happiness, My Brokeness - 2003

These days have passed by me
Passing me quickly and fading away
That day you told me you no longer loved me
And that you've found someone else
It shattered my heart to pieces
The joy I felt inside disappeared right before me

The words you spoke were like bullets sharply piercing through my chest
Shattering my soul into pieces
I can’t believe I was such a fool
Into letting you into my heart
Now you’ve broken me up and left me for dead

These are your good days
And no longer mine
Good days no longer existing in me
Seeing you with him kills me every second
Scattering and tearing apart my soul
You’re the only one who can put me back together
Please put me back together

This awkward silence
Murders the voice I have
My hope of you calling
Has disappeared in a blink of an eye

If only you looked at me the way you used to
If only I was able to be everything you want
But I realize I can’t keep you forever
That I’ll have to let you go eventually
As long as you’re happy I’ll be happy
As much as it kills me inside to see you with someone else
Just as long as you’re happy

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I Fall Apart - 10.6.03

I could use every single advective possible
And it still wouldn't describe how much you mean to me
I wory so much about losing you
That I'm forgetting I already have you
You say I remind you of him
Those words fiercely piercing through my heart
The blood gushing through my shirt
I wonder if I even deserve to be with you

So I drink down my depression with cyanide
And blood from my heart and wrists
My words becoming empty
My soul now absent
And the words you speak lose its meaning
Now I sit here
Watching myself fall apart
Staring straight at my bleeding heart
While all the shattered pieces of myself scatter all around me
So I grip this Colt .45 in my head
Aiming it dead on at the side of my head
And I watch my life float away

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God's Vzion

I'm not backin down from what I'm goin to become.
I'll take my time to rest when my life is done
Until then, i will see no rest
unless God one day chooses to remove the breath from my chest
I've got a purpose, a mission
I've got to keep my mind focused on God's vision

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My Lady

Her diamond eyes shine
Brighter than any start that belong in the sky
God took His time to perfect this voluptuous design
She's mellow yet energetic
Somewhat esoteric
never frenetic
Her beauty summed up to one word, angelic
You think she'll give it up like that? You'd better forget it
It's not about the sexual
it's deeper than the physical
More about the intellectual and spiritual
The essence of her being
Seems to give life more meaning
Her beauty is so breathtaking
When you speak you'll be gasping for air
You'll be petrified like those warriors caught by Medusa's stare
Except she don't got snakes, she's got flowing black hair

Her glistening skin smooth to the touch
A God given blessing I can't thank him enough
You've got to be an idiot to pass this girl up
I'd rather be with her than any place in the world
if i could I'd give her diamonds and pearls
As cliche as it sounds it's the honest truth
All I have to offer is my heart and soul, ain't that enough proof?

I say one God, one love, one truth, one
She says two people, two hearts, two loves, two
Imma stick with her no matter what she goes through
From sweet walks on tropical sands to moments were it feels like re-enactments of World War II
Even compromise if it's what we gotta do
It takes two people, two hearts, two
To make one love under one God, me and you

It's funny how she's picky about her toothpaste
And at night she's the only one that can keep me awake
Conversations as long as 6 hours straight
A moment with her is never a waste
Moments so sweet you'll think you're in a dream state
A dream so sweet you hope you'd never wake

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