Your Happiness, My Brokeness - 2003

These days have passed by me
Passing me quickly and fading away
That day you told me you no longer loved me
And that you've found someone else
It shattered my heart to pieces
The joy I felt inside disappeared right before me

The words you spoke were like bullets sharply piercing through my chest
Shattering my soul into pieces
I can’t believe I was such a fool
Into letting you into my heart
Now you’ve broken me up and left me for dead

These are your good days
And no longer mine
Good days no longer existing in me
Seeing you with him kills me every second
Scattering and tearing apart my soul
You’re the only one who can put me back together
Please put me back together

This awkward silence
Murders the voice I have
My hope of you calling
Has disappeared in a blink of an eye

If only you looked at me the way you used to
If only I was able to be everything you want
But I realize I can’t keep you forever
That I’ll have to let you go eventually
As long as you’re happy I’ll be happy
As much as it kills me inside to see you with someone else
Just as long as you’re happy