I’m lost
Confused
Not in hatred
Not in anger
Not in love
But in confusion
How can it be that one simple decision
Affect my life so deeply?
I’m torn apart by who I want to be
And who I have to be
Two worlds that will never meet
That will never be one
I turn towards the sky
And ask God why I was chosen
Why I was chosen to be given this blessing
This Gift
This Curse
Sometimes I just want to give it up
Throw it all away
And return to the way things used to be
But when I look at you
I know I need to do what I have to do
I know I have to do what I don’t want to do
It’s my purpose
When I look at you
I know I have to be strong
If not for me
For you
You are all I want
But this life I live prevents me from being with you
My worst pains are words I can’t say to you
Above these city lights I shed tears of sorrow
With vivid images of you in mind
Every sacrifice I make
Every bone I break
It’s all for you
And still, I fight on…
For you.
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